Yet another sleepless night
I can’t count the number of times I got up from my bed to go tinker on my laptop or iPad this night. And it’s 5am. I’m missing the sleeping pills the hospital gave me post surgery, which turned out to be some sort of benzo my psychiatrist has discouraged me from taking. My gut is topsy-turvy from the antibiotics I’m taking, and I messed up my schedule for my anti-anxiety meds.
So here I was whining to myself about how they *don’t work*, and then it hit me: I took some generous swigs of bottled milk tea a little past lunch. My brain is filled with jumbled thoughts and regret. Cuplrits are potentially long Covid and most certainly insomnia.
So to put them to bed, hopefully so I can finally put myself to bed too, here are said jumbled thoughts.
I should keep a running list of mistakes I’ve learned from yet keep making, such as giving myself access to caffeine
I have a whole month to devote to creative projects when I’m not feeling that post-surgery malaise, here’s my list to compare at the end of the month:
Notion Templates
Business Ideas
Lessons learned
Travel / Plans
Prompts journal
Witchy / Tarot journal
Update my resume and portfolio
Survey + Post report
That essay writing project
Practice dowsing
Resurrect my newsletter (list topics!)